Wednesday, August 22, 2012

it's a little after 3am and I'm still up. Need to get rid of this bad habit before school starts. Like in.. 5 days' time.

So many things have happened and I haven had the time to stop and think through every single detail. 
So many what ifs running through my mind. 
What if I'm not ready?
What if it's still there?
What if I don't know what I want, exactly?
What if it isnt real?
What if there's lingering feelings?
What if A is the next person I'm gonna disappoint?
What if, deep down, we both know what we want, but we just cannot get it?

School is starting and judging by the course syllabuses, it's not gonna be easy. 

Oh well. Enjoy holidays while I can.

Here's to us
Here's to love
All the times
That we messed up

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